And she has now said she’s continue to reminded of what her son „remaining behind“, as while she has moments in which she feels healed from Michael’s loss of life, they are fleeting.
She told ‚CBS Sunday Morning‘: „You know, I you should not feel you might be ever by means of it. I believe God gives you respites, and then all of a sudden it’ll hit you like the day it did. The ripple impact is so big, what you depart powering.“
The ‚Donny & Marie‘ star – who is also mom to Stephen, 36, Jessica, 31, Rachael, 30, Brandon, 22, Brianna, 21, Matthew, 20, and Abigail, 17 – beforehand spoke about her son’s demise in November 2010, when she disclosed he had been struggling from despair.
She claimed at the time: „When I heard him say to me, I have no friends, it introduced back when I went by way of despair, mainly because you really come to feel so alone. I’m not a frustrated particular person, but I understand that location, that darkness … I advised him, I said, ‚Mike, I’m gonna be there Monday and it really is gonna be Okay.‘ But despair doesn’t hold out ‚til Monday.
„What if I experienced just place him on a aircraft and claimed, ‚Come be with me,‘ or long gone there? I think if you live in ‚what ifs‘ … you end living.“
At the time of Michael’s death, Marie claimed she was „devastated“ by the tragic news.
In a statement, the ‚Paper Roses‘ singer explained: „My family members and I are devastated and in deep shock by the tragic loss of our expensive Michael and talk to that absolutely everyone regard our privateness through this difficult time.“