He spelled out: “The song’s type of, it comes from a place of … it can be about suicide and it truly is about no always the act of it by itself of course, but people following it takes place, the aftermath of it and persons blaming them selves or starting off to consider, what could I have done to support that person? Or regardless of what.
“When I was about five or 6 I assume, my aunt committed suicide and just try to remember recently speaking to my mum about their inner thoughts, her emotions about likely by means of that kind of rigmarole in your head of, ‘What could I have accomplished here? Could I have done nearly anything?’ Sort of point. But she stated it was the detail of, at initially you are angry. You are obviously upset and then you variety of get offended at them, and then you get indignant at you. She claimed it was this complete form of … it is a really, extremely unusual.”
And Lewis has been reflecting on his childhood a lot currently, as he suggests he’s also been reminiscing and listening to music that he utilised to pay attention to when he was young, which include albums from Environmentally friendly Working day and My Chemical Romance.
Talking to Zane Lowe on Apple Music’s Beats 1 Radio, he explained: “Recently I have been listening to a lot of just my aged stuff that I employed to pay attention to when I was younger. Not old stuff but – I have been kind of heading back again to my childhood audio. I was massively into find stuff like ‘American Idiot’, listening to [that] a good deal a short while ago, and ‘[Welcome to The] Black Parade’, and ‘Three Cheers [For Sweet Revenge]’. There is so many great bands out there.”